WHO'S IN YOUR BOAT
It was a test ride, and I was scared we were going to crash into a tree or mow someone down. Basically, I didn't trust my husband to keep me safe.
Oh well, I suppose it could have been worse. I could have been in a boat.
Even today, it's not unusual for sudden and violent storms to come raging down the hills surrounding the lake known as the Sea of Galilee. Caught in a big storm in the middle a very lake in a tiny boat, of course the disciples were terrified, panicking as huge waves broke over the sides of their vessel.
Who wouldn't be? I would be right with them as they rushed to find Jesus sleeping peacefully through the storm, joining my voice with theirs.
"We're all going to die! Do something, save us! NOW" with four exclamation points.
"Why are you afraid, you people of weak faith?" (Matthew 8:27)
After all the time they had spent with Jesus, eye witnesses to his ministry and his miracles, they didn't believe that even in the middle of a life-threatening situation, Jesus had everything under control.
The disciples forgot who was in their boat.
I know I do, sometimes, and probably you do too. Life has a habit of happening with great vigor and spontaneity. It sweeps in like a terrible storm when we already have responsibilities and plans and threatens to capsize us as waves of panic or fear or frustration break over the sides of our little boats washing order and peace of mind overboard.
Right
now, I'm living in the middle of a
perfect storm of chaos and displacement that I have very little
influence over. We're in the middle of major renovation at the
church, and my office is currently in boxes waiting in a hallway for
my new office to be finished. I'm at the mercy of the contractors
and the Board of Trustees.
For
the time being, I'm working at home
at home, and my front room is a mess of files, books and bags that
I've dropped on various piles as I raced from one visit or meeting to
another.
I've
also been up late putting the finishing touches on the Holy Week and
Easter services.
I
was pretty sure I had everything under control.
Then
Friday happened.
I was still in my pajamas when the phone rang. One of my
parishioners was in the emergency room, and it wasn't looking good.
As
I looked at the list of loose ends I
absolutely had to get tied up that day, I felt like the last straw
had landed on the camel's back.
As
I hastily pulled on my clothes, I thought, “Oh, crap! Lord, I can't
handle all of this. Help!” with four exclamation points.
Jesus
proved to his followers that he had the power and the
authority to still the winds and calm the waves. If they could
put their faith in anyone, it was him, even when things look
hopeless.
And
I realized I can put everything on that list and more in His
hands, because the one who has authority and power over the fiercest
forces of nature is in my boat.
When
life gets stormy and it feels like we've lost control over our lives, Paul
reminds us in Romans 8:28 that we can know that we know that we know
"...that God works all things together for good for the ones who
love God, and for those who are called according to his
purpose." (CEB)
As
St. Julian of Norwich put it, "All shall be well, and all
shall be well, and all manner of thing shall be well."
As
we step out in faith to face the challenges
of life and ministry, we can, with confidence declare that all
will
indeed be well, because the one who has authority and pardon over
the fiercest forces of nature is always in our boats with us.
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